Am i intimidating or ugly

am i intimidating or ugly-69

This audition was different then the many others I attended.

This was a cattle call, and the "cattle" were gorgeous women.

Having just given birth three months prior, I certainly wasn't feeling like my most attractive self.

Seth walked into his audition and stranded his little sister (me), intimidated among a sea of beautiful female actors. As I sat in the wating room, I was mortified that someone would actually think I thought I had a chance of being in the same company of these beautiful hopefuls.

It was pathetic that I was giving the human face so much power over how I felt about myself.